When I see a man, I casually wonder what kind of sex he would have. The strength in his touch or embrace, the way he caresses and how his tongue entwines. Just thinking about it doesn't mean I'm seriously imagining it, but before I know it, I'm already wet. I have a strong sex drive. There are several partners I've been with, but it's rare to find one who truly satisfies me. I can release some tension temporarily, but soon enough, I want more. But that's not enough; I crave intense sex until I'm fully satisfied, so I applied for AV work. The sex of male actors seems amazing, so while I'm nervous, my anticipation is even greater. The excitement of being filmed also adds to it, and just having oil dripped on my back makes me tingle. The actor's slow-touching hand. Even though it's frustrating to be teased, I want more teasing. I want to be teased but also want to climax; it's selfish, but I want both, and both feel good. The actor's penis is big and long, and when I eagerly take it in my mouth, I can feel myself getting even wetter. I love everything—his balls and asshole too. Licking feels so good. Having his penis pushed deep into my throat is painful and makes me cough, but I quickly get used to it. The strange sensation of almost seeing white in front of my eyes. It's exciting that something this big can go inside. I want it now. Finally, when his penis goes deep inside, it feels incredibly good, and I think just remembering today's sex will make me wet again.
