Lately, things haven't been going well with my husband at night. Even when I initiate it, he clearly does it reluctantly. No matter how much I try to give him a blowjob, he never gets hard, and we always end up stopping halfway through, so I just have to finish him off with my hand. Our relationship isn't bad, and I don't have any complaints about our daily life, but thinking about the future, wondering if I'll have to go without sex for the rest of my life, makes me feel like I'm no longer a woman and it's so lonely. In the end, I decided to have all the sex I'd ever want in one day, so I posted on some bulletin board…
