Lately, things haven't been going well with my husband at night. Even when I initiate it, he clearly does it reluctantly. And in the end, he can't get hard, so it always ends halfway. My relationship with my husband isn't bad, and I have no complaints about our daily life, but thinking that I might have to hold back from sex forever makes me feel a bit complicated. The last time, intending to finish a lifetime's worth of sex in one day, I posted on some bulletin board…
