I was frustrated with unfulfilled desires and got excited by my son's discarded underwear, losing myself in masturbation. That was the beginning of it all… My son's friend who had come over to play happened to catch a glimpse, and half-forcibly demanded a relationship with me. Then, "If you don't want your son to be bullied..." In front of my son, they did things to my body… But as that kid toyed with me repeatedly, I ended up seeking it out myself.
