There is someone I love who I have a crush on. I love it and love it so much. I think about him every minute and second of every day and my brain is full of him. My daily routine is to pick up the paper cup that he drinks from, then throws away, and masturbate. When I kiss him indirectly, it feels like he's inside me and I'm so happy. ──Ah, I want to have him all to myself. I want him to be full of me too. I want to make it so that only I can see it. Will you give me “hope” and “comfort”? Otherwise---I might go crazy.
