There's always darkness in jobs or places that shine brightly….
The days of my youth were dedicated to being an idol! No matter how hard I tried every day to become famous, there was a wall I couldn't overcome… After one live performance, sleeping with an older man became the turning point, and work started coming in. Afterwards, I slept with all sorts of people and even got invited to big idol festivals in Tokyo. But I also had my struggles, wondering if this was okay. Yet, there was a part of me that enjoyed sex. Especially when being roughly handled like deepthroating or choking, it felt incredibly good. Just like that, the days of torment as I delved deeper into sex. I wanted to turn this sexual desire into work… and so, AV performances. Sorry for being an idol who made a living off pillows.
Please see the best version of me right now.
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