A few years ago, I was ordered by my father to start prostitution. The man who took my virginity was an uncle whose face and name I've long forgotten, but I still remember how his greasy sweat made me want to vomit. After that, whenever my father told me to, I did it with all sorts of uncles. They licked me, penetrated me, laughed at me, and defiled me. If I refused, I would be beaten, and almost all the money was taken by my father. My life was over from the moment I lost the parental lottery. I have no hopes for this life.… Or so I thought, but recently I've been quite happy. I found someone to admire. He's cute like a girl, mean, but that's what makes him great, sometimes kind, and has a sexy voice—'Leon.' I met him by chance at a host club in Kabukicho, and now I'm obsessed with him. Life is good when you have someone to admire. The best. Mentally invincible. Just thinking about him makes me happy, and I can endure anything to be his nourishment. This month is his birthday. I want to pile up a lot of cash for him and become his number one. Absolutely. But for that, I still need to make more money… Today's uncle seems rich, so maybe I should give it my best shot… Even if everything is an illusion, I just want to escape this harsh reality. A girl who killed her heart for her family, enduring everything, clings to ephemeral happiness. The pathetic story of a girl used by worthless adults.
