I had always thought of myself as a bland woman, but that perspective was flipped at the age of 21. I became obsessed with the first man I met who had good sexual compatibility, trying to reclaim my lost youth by indulging in pleasure. However, soon enough came an accidental pregnancy and marriage. Just as I was beginning to understand female pleasure, I found myself expected to fulfill the role of a new mother. My curiosity about sex couldn't be suppressed… On a weekday afternoon, after putting my one-year-old son to sleep at my husband's family home, I headed to a hotel to be with a stranger.
