I lack confidence in myself. After getting married, I became indifferent to trends and grew increasingly dull. It was a young employee, Hamaguchi, who invited me out for drinks. Feeling out of place in glamorous settings, I had been declining company drinking events, but his persistence wore me down, and I went out with him…and that night, he took me. I felt like I was losing myself…like my sexual desires were being released more and more.
