My first boyfriend. He's kind, and I feel at ease when we're together. I think... I like him. But then my senior suddenly kissed me, and that was the first time I felt my heart pounding. Is this what they mean by 'heart pounding'? The cool and forceful senior touched me, and even though I said 'no,' my body went numb and hot!! Being acknowledged by the senior I admired made me so happy, and I thought that if I became a slutty girl, maybe he would like me more... Before I knew it, I had become his sex toy.
