I've been looking forward to today's shoot all day. Sex with the male actor is incomparable to that with my husband and it was really great... I can't be satisfied with ordinary sex since that shoot. It's like my limiter has been removed, or maybe I just want to live more faithfully to my desires. The wedding ring I've been wearing since marrying my husband sometimes feels like it's binding me to him, so lately I take it off occasionally... Maybe it's okay to be free once in a while. I have a fuck buddy and enjoy sex with someone other than my husband, spending quite fulfilling days. But the pleasure from the last shoot is unforgettable... So I went ahead and applied again. Last time I was passive, but this time I want to boldly take the initiative and dominate.
